Finding Favor

So if you've been keeping up with my posts, you'll have noticed this month being one I've been expecting and believing for Miracles.

I'm just going straight to the point, and share with you how I feel. This might be a giant vent, so your warning has been given.

Late last night, our house was broken into and robbed. They stole my laptop, my school bag that had my Bible, Journal, and signatures I needed to pass my 1st year of Leadership College and Conference forms needed to complete for the final assessment. They also took my house mate's $7000.00 Carbon Fiber Bicycle and his bag he had downstairs as well, with some extra cloths, and some gear for drumming and extras he had. Our house wasn't the only target, it was a mass neighborhood plan, since two houses down from ours also had the same problem, and 4 other houses in our community area had the same situation.

This month has been nothing short but testing and filled with trials. I'm taking every thing in strides as best I can, and am not enjoying it. My year is coming to an end, and I still believe Degree is where I'm called to be in Australia! I can't help but be frustrated with circumstances in life at the moment, and just harbor this all in this stressful season I'm in, and continue my lesson in learning Trust, and keep my Faith strong. The truth is that you honestly don't want to know what I'm thinking right now, and how it feels like everything in my world is falling apart, just because I've chosen to make this stand, to believe in something, and feel how more and more impossible the oppositions feel. I can't help but think, how Big and Mighty my God is! If a small man of David's stature could take down a giant named Goliath, or if Moses can overcome his weaknesses in leadership to rise above and lead millions of people out of Egypt's exile, or if Joseph has a dream of rising above to be the second highest authority in command, but had to go through hell to have what was promised, than I feel their pain. I feel their sorrows, I feel their anger, their faith, their trust, their weaknesses and their strengths.

I feel as though I shouldn't say anymore than this, every thing that has brought me to this point in life has happened too recently for me to allow myself to go on.

My quest for finding God's favor continues...